Calm before the storm

   Well I am getting ready to do the charity walk on Saturday and have cooled it in the gym. It is my second round in my step study small group. it all has me excited. I hopefully can dig into more of my life issues and and as I peel off the layers maybe shed a few pounds along the way. I am so great full god has provided a great tool like this. I get to finally find out what has been eating away at me for such a long time. Or should I say what have I been eating away at.  It seems to be with my addictive personality I have spent my whole life enter twined with an affair that has involved food. It has been my comfort always there for me. I have recently seen myself breaking this cycle in my life. It is in the time of large challenges that I turn to food. But I think even with the hurt back and walk ahead of me i do not need the food to be here for me. Which that is something totally new for me. So a couple of easy days at the gym and a good nights rest with some good sharing with friends to calm me before i take on a challenge I thought i couldn't do.